"Don't be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be discouraged for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand." (Isiah 41:10)
For I hold you by the right hand - I, the Lord your God. And I say to you, "Don't be afraid, I am here to help you." (Isiah 41:13)
In times of confusion, testings, discouragement and fears, God is the only one whom I can always count on.
Life has been so tough to me lately. I tried to do things my way, I tried to seek advices from the people around me but it made me all the more confused as to what and where will I be going. I know in my heart that it is only God that can satisfy me but I felt that He doesn't seem to care and so I thought that I need to decide as to what I should be doing with my life. I gathered all the advices I got from my friends as to what to do.
First: List down what you want in life and then list down your work experiences, then the opportunities you have and write your profession. So here's my list:
What I want: Work in a bank
Experiences: Call center agent, Medical representative
Opportunities: Membership Consultant
Volunteer Nurse
Profession: NURSE
Second: Among the opportunities listed, imagine yourself being on that job after 5 years. Who, Where and What will you be.
*this confused me all the more! :( If I am going to base it in logic and practicality I will really go and practice my profession but I will be leaving church. Though there are a lot of churches but I am planted here in Cebu and hmm... can't explain more. (confuse mode)
*this confused me all the more! :( If I am going to base it in logic and practicality I will really go and practice my profession but I will be leaving church. Though there are a lot of churches but I am planted here in Cebu and hmm... can't explain more. (confuse mode)
Honestly, I really find it hard to imagine what my future will be. I don't have any dreams in life. All I know is I want to be rich but I don't know how because I don't know which career path I should take. I envy people being satisfied to their jobs and here I am working for 3 years but haven't been stable, never been happy and never been contented. I pity myself so much that I wanted to end my life. But praise God, he totally made me new. I may be in my darkest moment right now but He has filled me promises that I can hold on to. And I believe that the only promises that are never meant to be broken are promises that comes from God.
"Every word of God proves true. He is a shield to all who come to him for protection.
(Proverbs 30:5)
Until now, I am still on the journey of God's promise job. I'll just allow God to break me, to lead me and to take me to where He wants me to be. It's hard, it will definitely be but just like Abraham, I will never waver my faith for God is an ever faithful God. Trust HIM!
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